i don't know why.. but it's still hard to make a decision..
i really want to 4get bout him..
i try very hard to not looking him.. msg him.. or talk anything bout him..
i always remain my selve that..
:: he can do it.. why not me.. ::
but.. there always have a thing that make me xtremely miss him
like what happen to me yestrday..
i was almost success to not think bout him at least 1 day..
but sudenly..
may be it's had been written 4 me to always got a thing that connected to him
my bff talk bout him.. bout his laugh..
n i was really jealous..
then last night.. i went 4 a movies with my aunt..
but in many2 movies.
"" clash of the titans ""
were chosen.. n this movies remain me to him..
during the movies i keep thinking bout him
when we arrives at home..
i persude my selve
n rmember of the promise that i had make with him..
so i just do biase2..
then sudenly
at the night i was dreaming bout him..
n part of it becomes true today..
what it's all means?
it is means that i can't 4get bout him..?
but why..?
yes at the past i was regret with my decision n what i had do to him..
n he had 4give me.. but why i still can't throw that feeling?
and today.. when i sit next to him..
i feel so guilty n scare..
i don't know why..
but i keep feel that he was angry n hate with me..
although we just laugh together a few days ago..
i'm confius n can't get out from there
i only can hope this feeling can go one day..
:: it's hard to 4get someone u had love ::
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