23 . 7 . 2010
hari ni.. entah la napew.. aku jdy cam.. kurang semngat siket mle2 uh.. mungkin coz ape yg aku dga mlm sbelumnyew tntang DYE dan sahabat aku.. aku tataw la napew.. memang mule2 aku ske.. ske.. sangat nan DYE tpy.. stat dri date uh.. i got some diff feel.. bout DYE.. n my sahabat.. like smething is going on here.. but i dun know n dun care bout it..
day by day..
all oke.. n DYE pon da lpas blekk umrah.. but what i really shock is.. DYE diff.. really2 diff.. i dunno how to said but DYE act , style was so.. diff.. till my feel to DYE become smaller.. and smaller.. till i dunno DYE anymore.. my life pown not all bout DYE daa.. i wonder why..
everything wasn't so clear till i heard the real story from my sahabat that.. smething is really happened n my guess is real..
then.. i know that my hope with DYE is meaningless.. but i feel so mad with DYE coz DYE had hurt my sahabat's feeling n thats rude..
i feel terharu with what my sahabat had done.. although she didn't tell the truth n lying to me.. but i know.. she doing all of that coz she doesn't want me to get hurt.. :)
n officially DYE story just end right here.. :)
know.. bout today.. although its all end . but there r still the impact. i just go on my life today n act like nothing happen..
i dunno y.. lately my feel to ****** ******* become strong again.. i thought that i had 4get bout him n move on my life.. but clearly i'm wrong.. he still in my heart.. just.. in other way..
i start to look his eye again.. n evrythg that i had done b4.. i want to start it back..
i know this is wrong.. but my heart can't stand it..
i trough all this day.. with all bout him.. but it all end too..
with a strong reasons..
and its means that.. i had to lets him go again..
i still feel the hurt.. by i redha all of this..
i know that.. now.. i have to concentrate on my truly love PMR..
i have prepare enough to answer all of him question.. n hope that i can succeed
coz this is the wright ways.. my future n others hope depends on it..
i have to love it.. till evrythg get over..
and hopely that.. i can succeed to start a new love story with the one who truly love n had sincrelly wait 4 me (im) :)
talked by
eanmokk
