TING TING TING TING TINGG TINGGG ! okay thats what my heart sound like right now .
lonely ? sunyi ? *sigh .
hati dah kosong . dunia dah sunyi . just living with those fake laughing and smile and still try to act like nothing happen . everything gonna be fine . thats my word everytime those feel menyinggah di fikiran . still pretend and belagak kuat . POSITIVE ! thats what i realy need now . but saying it more easier than doing it . everytime .
studies ? SPM ? doesn't leave even a small effect to me . tired to force and focus . semakin aku cuba , semakin jauh fikiran aku melayang . susah untuk letakkan diri aku kat realiti sekarang . dreaming is my friends . full of hope but obviously can't happen in reality . susah nak elak from doing it . living in my on HOPE .
kelas . lagi satu masalah yang aku agak kecewa . i know for some people , it's just a simple thing . but not for me . bile kelas na bertukar nih , what i realize is banyak hati akan sakit . salah paham akan terus berlaku . those unussual feeling will keep coming . and life ? still go with full of lie . hard to understand and stop . only can wait for a miracle one days .
cepatkan aku mengalah ? aku selalu cakab kat post aku sebelum ni yang semuenye akan kembali seperti dulu . but i think thats just a words . it can't happen . never happen . and it all start with a thing i called "kesilapan" .
peacenowar i hope . assalamualaikum .
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