a lot ! there's a lot of time i had wasted without doing something good. hoping too much but doing nothing.
3 month stay at home. my license still stuck. study? *sigh* still not getting the chance.

sometimes *sigh*
to be honest... aku jeles waras dengan kawan kawan aku yang dah study. tengok dorang cerite pasal roomates, pasal stressnye buat assignment, everything. well ya i know. i'd talked bout this in the last post. but still, this thing is hunting me all the time. i cant even do anything. just thought bout it make me feel sucks. a few days ago i thought everything is gonna be fine when i had register for that stupid college. but its still not fine till i got the letter that will decide if im qualified enough to study at there. its suppose to got yesterday. but nahh. im still stuck.
of course im happy for my friends. and always wish the best for their success. and maybe that's why i afraid to contact with them. im afraid if i just being a little annoy bugs that will disturb them. and and and i dont have any interesting story to be talk either. i dont want to make them feel disturb with my sad story for being alone all the time. just prefer being alone than giving some trouble to the others.

so yeah. sebenarnye motip na buat post ni pun sebab dah lame ta luahkan rase hati ni kat blog ni. aku tadee laa doing nothing sangat. ade laa jugak spent time muhasabah diri. baca apa2 buku yang motivated *tapi sekejap jeh* pastu online bace fakta 9gag, tengok funny video. sampai la suatu hari tu tetibe jeh time aku tengok video nigahiga, aku tersangkut kat video pewdiepie. time tu dye baru buat video game for "The Last Of Us". mule2 tengok main2 jeh. akan tetapi tibe2 jeh sangkut. aku follow video dye sampai la yang akhir. seriously memang addict. cara dye main, buat ulasan memang awesome. the game tu pun best sebab dye ade jalan cerite yang best. even penamat dye agak mengecewakan. tapi graphic dye, bunyi, semua bagus. sampaikan aku bole rindu watak game tu, Ellie and Joel. mannnn. habis je game tu, aku bagaikan hilang sesuatu. kembali kosong. T.T huhuuuu~

miss to be and think crazy like the old days

lagi.. ermm na cer pasal ape lagi eh? actually sebelum na post ni, banyak jeh benda. da tangguh2 sangkut2 kat benda lain, terus hilang idea. tapee laa. yang lain tu tinggal dalam memori je laa. cehhh. kayy. btw kawan2, ean is fine. totally. kalau tetibe emo, tu namenye bosan + mengade. k assalamualaikum.
*mostly the picture tell everything*

HAKUNA MATATA !