*blushing*
well the thing just happen . like i said before , i want to confess my true feeling to him at his very last day right ? but i dont know why , at the time i was looking at our schedule for shift , i just though , why dont i just say it now and see how it will be going after that . tough my heart really cant keep it no more . the feeling and the way he treat me make me so curious about his feeling toward me . so i just did it .
well at that day , we have a different shift which he is morning and mine is noon . i choose that day so the awkward situation wont be too long . then i just started it by saying that i got something to talk with him . since that , he will feel so nervous everytime he looking at me and he will keep asking what the thing is . at last , while there's no customer , i asked him . and u know what ? his answer really dispointed me but still make me full of relieve . with his honest and pure faces , he said that he got no feeling at all for me ! muahaha . troll mehh . honestly , at that time i was kind of shocked but i just play it cool until again he asked me why did i will asked him that kind of question . and again , he asked me if i got any feel for him . at this time , i just follow my heart and say yes ! he was kinda shock and scared -.- but its just for a while . he just cool with it and okay with me . he said that it just cool . just he curious to know why , when and how can i have that feeling toward him . so we talked about it until he finish his shift at that day .
since that day , he always teasing me by doing those stupidoo flirting things and help me whenever im doing a works. like i dont know , we just being more close than before. we always do the same works and he always help me even i never ask for it . he just come and said "let me help you" . okayy maybe that what make me more fall for him . and he also asked me either him or my ex is more stylist . and at that time , i realize something . he really have a bit of my mr.sengal things . but of coz , he got more than him . lol .
ouh and one more thing , there was the time when he was wearing an old profesor's speck. i was laughing hard and said that it's too old for him . sudden he give me that speck and asked me to find other younger speck and wear it for him . imma bit low at this kind of fashion so i just picks anything then i saw he was waiting with his eyes closed . i wear it for him and then he say that he like it . he even asked me to take a pictures of him wearing that speck and make it as his profile picture in FB . im was being honest by saying that speck was hilarious . but he just ignore it and said that he want to buy the speck coz i had choose it for him . i was feeling guilty and offer him to choose for another one . but he doesnt want coz he said that was the first speck i choose for him *smiling*
ouh btw , i'll explain to youu what about my schedule shift and him . well i realise that for 24january , we both got morning shift and sudden i thought bout his promise before . he said that if we both got morning shift , he want to asked me for a movies . well honestly at that 24 he was act noon . but i dont know somehow , my manager change him to morning . is there any coincidence ? then as i thought , he never realise bout it . so i make a trick . on 23rd while we were tidy up the jeans together , i say to him that i want to watch a movie on 24 coz i got morning shift . and just as i hope , he said that he want to follow and straight check his schedule . after he saw his shift , he got soo excited . then we keep planning our date and so on . btw on that day , he supposed to break for 1hour like always. but just in 30minutes, he backs coz he want to help me finish all those work. how can im so fool to not fall for him ?
on 24january which is yesterday, i got soo excited till i woke up early that day. and the best thing is i have to wait for 20minutes coz again , yuri was late same goes to him. coincidently , he and i wear the same colour of shirt. he then suddenly asked me if i want to eat anything for breakfast. but im already full at that time so i just say nothing. but without my expectation , he came back with a drinks with him which he said that it was for me . well , that just begining . he than keep helping me doing my works and stuff and even buy the tickets . while im having trouble to find my customer's shoes, he suddenly come and help me to find it. well he is my hero at there actually . huhu . time walk by and he keep asking at me for the time . he also make a countdown for the movies time to come . his action actually make me more nervous but i never said that to him .
time pass by as the works load to tons ! finally its time for us to the movies . we finish at 7 and the movies start at 7.45. meanwhile i was hanging out with shiraa while he was going somewhere . we meet up at 7.40 and buy the popcorn . he was soo excited while im just too stuck to control myself . we watch the hansel and gretel . well its a nice movies . just a little bit cliche . btw in the hall , its soo damn cold coz there was raining outside . but he was soo gentle by lending me his sweater . we really enjoy the movie as the movies theme was our favourite . after that , we walking around there and went to one of the store . its was soo fun and he also said that day was the only day we can pretend like we were the real couple . he also keep repeating "can you imagine if we are a real couple?" . my cliche answer was "i cant even imagine anything" . well ego comings out soo sudden . after like a few round , we step by at our works place and having a chat with our co-workers . when it about to closed then we heading back home . well i thinks this memories wont just gone . its precious for me . cant wait for the dinner which he promises to treat me soon :)
.. *to be honest, u pun cantik jugak. ur face just nice* ....
just a girl ,
co-worker
