holla ! sejak busy at tropicana life , aku agak jarang rase na hapdet blog nih . selalu lau bukak pun just bace post blog orang laeng then tutup . motip , malas na keja banyak2 post nanti . huhu .
but for harinie , enta kenape aku rase na kongsi perasaan aku yang agak err aku pun tatawu kenape sekarang ni . ouh btw , aku memang terfikir na post sal pengalaman bekerje aku . but biar la da cukup sebulan dulu then baru aku cer sebab time tu kompom aku dah tawu the real feeling bekerje ken ?
so lets continue with my feeling first !
well honestly , aku tatawu la ape yang aku rase ni . its been like im comfortable with him and sometimes i act like he is the best replacement for my single life . he is soo gentle , caring and understand me enough . and the best part , he always make me feel special and know whatever im been thinking of . like mind reading or something ? aku tatawu la kalau aku ni memang senang dibace or dye yang pakai teke then betul . but seriously memang kene and dah banyak kali lak tu .
for now , dye selalu ade bile aku tengah susah na buat kerje . bile aku bosan or tadee mood , dye yang akan cheer me up even pakai lawak sengal dye tu -.- until sometimes aku terpikir asal la orang macam dye ni LANGSUNG ta pernah couple ? ruginyee orang yang tolak dye . but again , everyone have their own taste and opinion . maybe coz how he looks or personality ta menepati citerase orang yang dye na tu kan ?
okay memang kadang aku rase yang aku caer sikit dengan dye . okay aku jujur . SIKIT jehh . hihi . and aku rase yang dye pun notice sebab dye nih terlalu jujur and straight selalu tanye aku if aku ade feeling kat dye or attract kat dye . well hell no i will say yes . mesti la aku cakab , wa pu chi tao ! *betul ke aku eje ni -.-*
and after like a few week dengan dye and aku pun dah fikir sal bende ni banyak2 , i had decided that aku na jujur dengan dye at his last day working there . but we will stay friends coz i know our limits ! besides , im not his taste at all . he's also far ~ away from what i had been expected . so then , hope that we can still remember each other one days after we all grown up and have a new life .
those sweet moment , he will keep me warm whenever im cold like belikan telur rebus herbe rm1 yang panas . he will cheer me up with those anime or demon weird story that he like . singing for me even i just give him only 20% bout his voice . hihi . accompany me when im alone . caring bout me . dance for me . playing truth or dare with me . helping me even he was on break . saying that im beautiful than "someone" even without my make up on . telling me his secret that he never told anyone before . sharing his food when he know that im sick . and saying "i love you" when i care a little to him . okay enough . kang ta memasal jehh orang fikir laeng -.-
btw memang untung sape yang jadi awek dye . and rase sedih lak bile fikir ape yang akan jadi bile dye da berhenti nanti . haihh . kayy dah dah . lewat sudah . terlebih lebih sudaa . assalamualaikum .
ur friends,
missR
